8 years have came and gone, and here I am remembering , I do that alot , not just on your anniversary of your death or your bday, but everyday I remember so many good times with you, our chats, and those amazing hugs you gave to me.
8 years ago so many lives got turned upside down, Mine included I never expected it to end the way it did. I remember talking to you on the 22nd , and then the 24th hit and I got a text message, I remember calling my family to see if it was true , and I remember feeling like I couldn't breathe, my heart was breaking and I didn't know how to stop it. I remember going to work that night in a fog , I remember going to my office , and just sitting there, I remember my boss and my assistant manager coming in , and I just sat there and then I cried as I told them what was going on, they sent me home that night, and I drove back in a fog, I don't recall much after that but tears running down my face , and checking my messenger to see if you would come on and it would all be a lie.
8 years..
So much has changed ,so much has happened, 8 years seems like forever ago.. But moments like the memories that flood my mind of that moment I found out seems like its happening all over again. I know Ill never be the same. I changed the moment I found out you were gone..
Ill never forget you know matter what happens in my life..
You well be with me forever.
I love you And I Miss you Schuyler <3 p="">
