Goodbye 2009

This year for me has pretty much been a world wind..A roller coaster by far.

I lost myself this year,I went from always knowing what I wanted,to losing everything I ever wanted.

I lost my Friend,and someone I loved so very much in February and I feel that i haven't been the same since.

I went through depression this year,and I hope I never have to go through that again...

I'm ready for this year to be over,maybe I can finally pick up the pieces Ive let fall out of place and pick myself up the only way I know how.

This year I made it to a year as a sous chef one of my biggest accomplishments in my life thus far.

I turned 26 this year,I'm only 4 years away from being 30 oh dear god...

I fell out of love with a guy Ive been in Love with for 4 years.

My family has been my rock especially my grandma she well never know how much her comfort and concern and love for me has truly helped me over the years..

Amy contacted me this year for the first time in 17years I heard from someone who has been out of my life for 17years,my emotions ran high,and not in a good way.

I lost myself this year and I hope in 2010 I get me back...



thanks for listening :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Bring on 2010