A little bit about me..

My life


I'm 26

I have two amazing parents and a Wonderful little sister, I wouldn't trade them for anything in this world.

I'm very very close to my Grandma Betty

(and was close with my grandpa john that passed away a year ago Oct.19th)

Ive never really Traveled but when I was 4 my dad and mom took me to Phoenix AZ and Las Vegas NV. Don't recall that vacation..But I'm sure it was a blast lol!
I want to travel I know Id love it, but when I do get to travel I go home..Home to my family and my friends Ive left behind.


I moved out to Las Vegas because my Uncle needed me,then I just started my life from there..there are many days I regret it,and one day ill make it closer to home just got to have the money first,life as adult just isn't cheap :) why did I ever want to grow up?


In the past 6 years Ive went to Culinary College,Graduated from Culinary School(with a associates degree in Culinary arts)got a Culinary Job and got my own apt. Also went from being a cook,to lead line cook,to Sous Chef..all in 5 years.
I've lost alot of people in the last 6 years that not a day goes by I cant help but wonder why them..why there turn...

But Ive also learned that you cant dwell on the past.

Since October 19,2008 Ive been pretty much a emotional basket case.In a span of 4 months since 10-19-08 I lost 2 of the most important people in my life. I didn't know how to deal so I dug deep into my job and avoided anything that could make my life any worse.


Since then Ive pulled myself out of depression on with a life I so desperately needed.
I'm 26 and most days after a hard day at my job I feel 96..

I'm a hard worker,I'm spoiled,Everything I have I work for.
I don't need anyone to take care of me,I'm set in my ways and sometimes I realize that's not a good thing but taking care of myself is all I can and the only one I can depend on.

Some even say I'm stubborn.I'm very picky, I do things my way. Some even say that I'm set in my ways and I may never find someone that can ever put up with me just being ME...

When I was in High school I had 6 best friends all girls and then I had two of the BEST Guy friends a girl could ever ask for one Ive known since 2nd grade Andy E. and the other I would soon meet and become the best of friends with..Benjamin, him and I were the best of friends,we talked about everything he was my go to guy,. Him and his family met the world to me,he and I fought,and then a moment later we were back to being the best of friends.When I left




7 years ago I moved to Las Vegas..

7 years ago I said goodbye to all my friends including Benjamin,and then 7 years ago I was asked not to talk to my best guy friend Benjamin anymore,and since then we haven't..but today I found out that in May or June he well be heading off to Afghanistan a place Ive found that scares the HELL out of me,one because I've been through the losing someone I cared about and I also see what it happens to people that get that lucky chance to come back to the States and how much life over there gets to them once there back..I'm scared for him and not sure how to deal with this..Its been 7 years since Ive seen him,talked to him.BE SAFE MARINE,even though 7 years have past us by & were both in different places in are lives,You'll always be my Best Guy Friend,You'll always mean alot to me,and always be a part of my past.There well never be a person who looked into my eyes and saw my heart,You were always there and I have missed you in 7 years,I pray for your safe return home to your Family.& I hope one day I'll see you again..

Heather