So this week at work I saw something that made my heart hurt,made me smile but I had tears in my eyes..Ive always wanted to say "Thank you for what you do" But for a year since I lost him..I couldn't I still cant. My Heart hurts seeing the colors,it hurts seeing them in Uniform and it hurts even more when I know none of them are him.
Everyday I wake up feeling like I have a whole in my heart,feeling that a part of me well never ever be whole again and I believe that my heart wont be whole again.A conference of Soldiers as they stood in line waiting to be seated in my cafe my place of work,I looked around thinking how I want to say those words.."Thank you" but instead I couldnt speak..
I just stood there starring
wondering if one of them could be him.. but deep down I knew they couldnt be because in my heart I knew he was in Heaven with my bestie Abby and My grandpa John,and so many other loved ones I have lost in the past.
wondering if one of them could be him.. but deep down I knew they couldnt be because in my heart I knew he was in Heaven with my bestie Abby and My grandpa John,and so many other loved ones I have lost in the past.But as the tears started to run down my face,I recalled how much he wouldnt want me to stand there and cry,how he would tell me that life would one day get better,and that Life one day well be easier for me to walk up to a soldier,A stranger ..but a man or woman fighting for this country and say those words I said to Sky every day.."Thank you,Thank you for what you do and eveything you have done."
So to all my Friends who are soldiers THANK YOU,I hope one day I can look you all in the eye and THANK YOU Personally..So may God Bless you and what you do..THANK YOU. Stay safe and I love you..
*Heather *

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