Memorial Day 2016..

Another Memorial day has passed by, and another day without you, I go day by day, and I wonder why my life had to keep moving forward when yours was taken away from you. I had so many expectations for us, we had a life together we wanted, we wanted to be with eachother, forever.

Now I have to hide my forever feelings because so little knew about what our happy ending looked like.
when you first were taken away, I blamed all my hurt on everything, I yelled ,I screamed, I cried,, I did it all,
Now when I think of you I don't cry as much as I used to and its not because I stopped Loving you, or stopped missing you because that well never change my heart well never fully heal without you here with me by my side..

Like many years before on Memorial Day, I thought of all that people around the world that has lost, I know I'm not the only one, There has been so many that had gone before you and after you. But like these years before I go by a flag and I clench my heart,tears form in my eyes, and I hear you say your last goodbye to me. I might have forgotten some things that have happened but my memories r with me, and I write so it helps so one day when my memories fade away and I cant recall my own name I can look back at this and remember the man who died doing what he wanted to do, A man who was protecting his country for the ones that he loves, My friend , My Love , my Forever Hero..

So like many years before, and every day I want you to know I'm greatful you paid the Ultimate Sacrifice, so people like I can still be here today, I Love you and I miss you.. 

For every Soldier that has paid the ultimate sacrifice and left your family and friends Thank you.. God Bless you. I well forever be thankful for every single Soldier past,present and the future..

To the One Man who well always be known as My Hero, My friend, The man I Love, My Best Friend..Sgt Schuyler Patch 

There well never be a day that I could ever forget you, that Smiling face is with me always I'm so sorry we did'nt get our Happy Ending but your home now,So you got your happy ending even if it wasnt with me..

 I love you.. 7 years is way to long. I miss you always ..